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WOWZERS a lot of tests this year…hahaha but im not complaining..coz its a good opportunity to make sure I study and keep update, tho once a test comes i have begun to skip lectures and fall behind…but as I try to catch up..it sometimes is more effective!

I never knew!! wowzers…since sometimes i need to repodcast stuff coz i couldnt quite catch all of it..but listening to the recording once..i think i may have saved time!

however i guess the down fall is if i skip every lecture, i wont see people and no interacat and become the zombie that emerges during swotvac who has no life ><

sad days!

BUT if i work hard now, can play hard later ^^!! Ganbatte to all those studying!!

Or those looking for jobs!! You can do it yeahhh

trust in GOD!

he is faithful…
and he provides…

GOD BLESS JANEE for her myer interview..even tho its not law…may this lead her somewhere or let her develop intercommunication skills that will help her in her future carreer wherever it may be.. !! and we get discounts too yay !! XD

may vino also grow and mature and let us influence him

sighhhh i dont think of other much do i ?? >< sorry for not realising what I was doing!! I am still selfish!! even mothers day i complain no time…..if u give your time when your free , then ………wat kinda of friend are u hey ?? @@ gomen gomen…put others first…! But doesnt mean you have to finish last though..time management ..self sacrifice… and u'll be okay…

up and down~~ need to be stable ~~

tests soon again @@!! 3 more 3 more…ganbattte.. ^^"

ganbatte ne!!!

Bit stressed with cramming..but taking a small break now~~

going to have to work hard!!

all the best to those studying~ God bless ^^…

Not sure what I want in my life….
whats important?
whats not..why do i feel so depressed one day and so happy the next??!?!
is this normal……….

sigh..i need to be more disciplined..i want to say no to things..but part of me is fighting with myself to say yes..
when i say yes i regret it
when i say no i regret it..

why do i feel so anxious all the time ?
LOrd , it is easy to serve you when I have free time and its easy..but once it gets harder i tend to fall away and back away again…

I need to remember all things happen for a reason..lord through this time..difficult time I am going through ..I know i can pull through…i am so anxious nervous..worry…..please help me lord!
I can’t do this on my own..lord please take my burden ..=[ and walk with me……….

So, I need to make a decision today whether I will do the double degree or not!

Near sighted I guess I can see that I will have to make a decision on what is more beneficial for my studies..

I mean if I do pharmacy~ I have a stress every week for those batch sheets and compounding every week~!! A group report and a compounding exam in week 13…

Otherwise I could do pharm sci. and have 3 summative practicals an prac reports, for three weeks next semester. worth 10% each, one of which I will have a test on the same day! DISLIKE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Well today I talked to an enthusiastic double degree student, who     started off in pharmacy and did a double degree coz she liked chemistry, i remember meeting her in 1st year as I was waiting for my locker and I decided to talk to her coz she happened to be in 3rd year and she told me she did some research in the holidays and that she was doing the double degree…

all around I’ll be a stressing all the time ><!

I guess in the coming semester I it would be better if i did singlle degree as i would only need 3 subjects in stead of 4..so i would have more time to study i guess ><”

zhen me ban…vijay said he needs to know 2moro!!

so i gotta make a choice…

i pray i will make the right one!!

I have seen so many weaknesses in my life!!
I am still part of this world…I act no differently to them except that I go to church on Fridays and Sundays..=s and odd days inbetween….

what sets me apart except my habits?

Well I know I am still self-absorbed , imitate others, consuming, controlling and always ask..what can i get from this??

But no its time to change and become sacrificial, authentic, committed, generous, grateful , empwoering !! And seeing what can i give??

Don’t be so near sighted…

Keep looking out for those new ones!!!

She’s leaving to Singapore…seems likes she always here, but shes not!

Well perhaps thats because I was away too..so I didn’t feel her missing for as long as others did…

But really , its time to be busy with God’s work then he will be busy working in my life…

My life needs to be changed too for the better !!

This year is going to be my year of break through!

God is going use the weaknesses I see in me , i.e inpatience, cowardness, self inferiority (comparing myself to others non-stop) and selfishness………

I mean I can always find time to put my self number one and do things I want for myself, but did I ever think that I could do that for others?? Thats truly loving others as yourself no?

I don’t want to be so selfish this year, yeah i am going to study hard..but i am going to live life with no regrets either !!

Be a better daughter~

had a meeting with both pharmacy and pharmaceutical science double degree course coordinators today..super tired i slept about 5.5 hours @@….sigh…

heyy..jane no 1 is like jesus but we alkl strive to be like im in the family of God…

The year of 2011..was a hectic one..i started it off having the time of my life in Malaysia with Hong and Evon!! Then I went by myself to JAPAN ..first time on the plane by myself..so brave rite !!

and met with randoms and formed life long friendships iam sure with people from around the world!! It was a great time!! !!! And i got to experience my first real taste of Japan !!!

and also spent precious times with my mum!!

Then it was off to 2nd year of p harmacy! learnt sooo much more about pharmacy and enjoyed learning pharmacology and its wayyy more interesting than first year !!

ALSO GOD blessed me with a WONDERFUL job just at the RIGHT time!! PRAISE YOU And thankyou GOD! Even though it was sad to say good bye to my lovely AWESOME JOB with my awesome bosses…sooo kind and developed me..i knew this day would come.. and it came sooner than expected..but at theright time!

SO i will give it all my effort! ! a job in a pharmacy like i prayed for..I also prayed for other things..and still waiting for GODS answer on the next thing i was praying about *wink wink * janeeeee! I ;ll be patient…and guard my heart as you said !!

Wise JANE! THANKS FOR ALLLL YOU R ADVICE THIS YEAR!!

and THANKYOU pun XOHN for always being there as an awesome friend who i can share most things with!! Thankyou for always being a constant source of friendship and encouragement when i am feeling down >.< and i wanted to quit..coz id idnt know how to work..and missed my old co-workers..THANKYOU that I ;ve made friends now and i can enjoy work..and let me do my best andgive you all the glory!!

theres still many decisions to be nmade this year!! LET ME TRUST IN YOU!

change is going to happen in 2012!!

I CAN do the things i love..BUT I WONT Forget the ultimate purpose..i.e. in badminton, i want to win COMP, but if i win PRAISE GOD…if i Lose STILL PRAISE GOD!

I learnt this from the movie facing the giants..i felt like that was my own team ! God blessed my team numerous times we wouldnt be 5th atm if it wasnt for teams having points forfeited against us !!! let us work together!! And let me reach out to more people through badminton!! Using the things i love for Gods purposse !!!!!!!!

God bless all my new friends at church and let them grow and prosper and know God truly ! THANKYOU FOR ALL THE BLESSINGS! let me grow closer to my bro while i try teach him some piano…use this…lord to bring us closer together and my he do well in 2012 with year 11!

GOD BLESS my sister as she starts a new chapter in her life ..JOB SEEKER !! SOUL winner let her get her dream job i pray

AMEN!!

THANK U LORD!! 2012!!!!!!!!!

the only bad thing I ccan find about this person is that they are TOO NICE…
to the point they treat everyone equally…..
friends or enemies..someoone so similiar to Jesus…

i had a dream that Jane would marry a BAD GUY..but to jane it was a bad guy turned good..

however I fond someone whose sooo caring aboaut other and selfless that I dunno..area they for REAL????/

i just feel like i am an orge next to tehm..they are SOOO nice its like crazy >.< as everyone else